I Broke Free.

Light up my sky,

Explosion.

Eyes of clear,

Love.

Tears that burn,

Imploding.

Heart so full,

Desire.

Hand to hold,

Fulfillment.

Explosion.

Light up my sky,

CONQUERING:

LEARNING:

GROWING:

LOVE.

Honest.

I need to feel the music.

The beat inside my heart.

This song that's breaking in my mind.

A story that needs to be told.

Of  hearts shattered and lessons learned.

The loves of this world and the fights they cause.

Honest mistakes and intentional wrongs.

Betrayal and forgiveness,

Bitterness and love.

A whirlwind called life,

And a ending that's sure.

The Rhythm that keeps me going,

Is the Beat I need to feel.

Parachute Believer.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm in this alone,

If what I'm fighting for is worth the fall.

I wonder if You hear me,if You really care,

Because I'm starting to slip and it feels like hell.

Dragging me into the sky,

This echoing space of sounds.

Cries of pain,sadness,and desire are there,

Screaming to be loved,to be known,and to feel.

To feel warm tears run down my cheek,

And know the strength of arms surrounding.

Can You hear me?

Do you know where I am?

I hope You can see through these dark clouds of storm,

Beginning to rush in with a terrifying front,

Because I've started to forget.

I am a skydiver who can't seem to find the ripcord,

I need my Parachute,or I fear that I will not land.

A Recurrence.

"Hands down,

let's face it,

You're pretty much through,

Nothing more than that.

Just deal with the facts that you're time is now up,

You've reached the end,

So just give in.

Succumb to the pressures,

The hardness inside,

 You're trying,I know,

But you've got to stop fighting.

It's time to give up,

And turn yourself in."

To learn how to live,

Even when you won't win.

Survive,you can,

And you'll pull through,

I have hope,and I know,

You are not what you do.

Dear World...

I would like to drown you out for a while.

I'm tired of always having the smile.

Being the one who never cries,

Let me tell you,the pictures might lie.

Don't be deceived,it's not always easy,

Living with memories that still may find you.

"Break free and be strong,that's all you must do".

Little do they know that you're in a war,
Facing these demons that are so strong,

Push on,push on,and perhaps you'll break through,

And if you don't this time,well then just try anew.

Because this battle is never ending,

And the fight will go on,

You'll have many a chance,

Until your last breath is gone.

Then you'll be free,secure in His arms,

Till then just remember to please,hold on.

Scattered Pieces.

Right now I want to scream,

To shout my heart aloud.

Giving voice to the madness,

This terrifying cloud.

But to give sound to a feeling,

Would give it a whole new life,

Or perhaps it would bring freedom-

-A newness from the ground.

Fighting.

Tell me,what was it that broke you down,

Tore you to pieces and left you alone?

What pain have you felt through the years?

The sorrows and trials that overwhelm.

Sometimes they flood our very souls.

It seems too much for one to bear,

Thank God we're not alone...

Even when the tears fall fast,

And your heart is broken apart.

When loneliness floods your every move,

You must remember,

And hold onto the hope,

The very truth that we own,

And know that you are never truly,

ALONE.

As the world spins around.

I feel like I am falling,but it’s no suprise.
Falling through the sky till I find the light.

The light that haunts my very heart.

I’ve been too long in this disguise.

Hiding under a mask that will tell you lies.

Lies you want to hear,they make you feel invincible.

“Forget truth,lets make our own rules”.

Throw out the pages that you once bought,

Hold out for something stronger,something you can feel.

It’s easier that way,it feels good for a moment.

But when you let go and begin to fall,tell me how do you breathe?

You dont feel so weightless anymore, do you?

“Throwing caution to the wind” always seemed so simple.

Too bad now you’re wishing the sky was thicker,

Because now you’re falling faster.

Faster through the sky,

falling,

falling,

down.

Pick yourself up and start all over…